Guan Yin or Kwan Yin is the fem-masculine manifestation of Compassion
appearing male or female according to the time and culture
but I propose that the essential meaning is
the beauty and gnosis possible in the CROSS-OVER spirit
To understand such a spirit, which
I believe I am and you are, let us examine this from the spiritual and the
In bringing this up you have brought me help as you have
before, in the playing out of my mirror scene,
wherein Julian is told:
"Now you must see yourself as you truly are, not as you have imagined
yourself to be."
And because you appear to be
encountering the same thing I have, I will share with you what I
and which I had to discover on my own, although there are many who walk
The issue, to be blunt, is the
unwanted upwelling of gay imagery in the psyche.
We will discover that behind this is the
source of our shamanic-healer powers,
our insights into
the structure of Cosmos,
and that Fountain that gives us Gnosis.
It has taken me Two Saturn cycles
to resolve this;
perhaps you can do it in One during this
Each link considers an aspect of
Androgyny: Bug or Feature?
Palengenetic Rebirth Cycle
The Mystery of Gender
Dangers and Revelation
Now that you have
met the Skambha, let's review.
When the One decides to
play with having an existence moving from All-Time to Local-Time
It creates a Field within which It will have Its play.
In order to have such a game, and to create a Field,
It has invented Polarity, and split Itself into (apparently) Two.
Like matter and anti-matter, It must hold them apart,
for if they come together, they cross-cancel and it's Game Over.
Thus It Alter-Ises the
situation, swinging attention like a pendulum
from one pole to the other, like spectators watching a tennis game,
like a smooth comm cycle.
Should It fully see that
the One is Mirroring Itself
to make the Lila or Game of the Two
It would As-Is both terminals and they would collapse.
The Skambha or Pillar or
Tower or Shushumna or Thrusting Channel
is the Dynamic Force or Binding Power that holds the Two apart
to create the Field, but also binds them by attraction like a taut band
under tension, desiring to come together.
Androgyny: Bug or Feature?
All the spiritual
teachings worth their salt teach that the Godhead is Androgynous.
According to some teachings, such as that lineage Vitvan came from,
the Palengenetic ("reincarnation") cycle takes (approx.) 7 lifetimes for
pendulum to swing from male to female and vice-versa.
Here is what Vitvan said:
we study the palingenetic process, it is prominently apparent. Take your
mind off the particular phase you are representing in this incarnation and
transfer your thought to that which endures from incarnation to
incarnation, the Mind Level, the Noetic Self, the Causative Self, that
part of you which continues and endures through all the cyclic processes
of birth, death, and birth again. That Noetic Self, the Real Self, will
cause an alternation, a rhythm between the positive and negative within
the Self in which it is functioning.
For a cycle of seven times round, you will manifest a female body; i.e.,
representation of the negative principle. Then you alternate and will
manifest the positive seven times round in a male body. If you are very
observant, you can tell when a woman is approaching the transfer. She
becomes very aggressive and positive, losing the feminine touches or
interests. She will even begin to simulate masculine garb, becoming more
and more masculine. You can know that in the next time or two around that
individual is coming into the positive phase of itself, and vice versa.
Watch your boys and men; you will find that when they grow more gentle and
feminine, leaning more and more to the aesthetic and all those things we
associate with women, that Self is approaching a change over. You can see
that the basis for homosexuality in all its forms is at the point where
the consciousness of the individual is approaching the change over.
Thus, somewhere in the middle of this cycle when the pendulum approaches
cross-over point, the Godhead manifests as a more nearly balanced male +
Palengenetic Rebirth Cycle
These illustrations show
how the One becomes the Two
and then creates Its Field of Activity for Manifestation:
The Skambha comes into
Then the Chakras emerge
on the Vine:
Now, using the
All-Purpose Skambha algorithm (All-god-rhythm)
here is how the 7 lives cycle or oscillation appears:
At the middle or
CROSS-OVER position in the 7 lives cycle,
the Being is most close to being Androgynous, and closest to
Its Original nature.
The X-Over Spirit
Each position in the
Palengenetic Oscillation has its strengths and virtues.
Only 1/7 of the time is the Being in the X-over position.
6/7ths of the culture is identified with being male or female.
These idealized fractions correlate fairly
well with what Kinsey found in his surveys as
shown in his Scale.
The X-Over or TWIN SPIRIT people were
in older cultures, even revered for their unique shamanic abilities,
because due to the cross-cancellation effect on polarity, they could
easily re-enter into Knowledge of the Higher Self
or Heavenly Home,
orientation could be "straight" or "gay" at this 7th position.
Even if "straight" the Being is more likely to be sensitive to the
energetic flow of the opposite sex.
Thus a 7th position male making love to a woman might
wonder and then feel what is like to receive love as a woman.
Indeed "he" might feel that he would be more fulfilled emotionally
if he could
from time to time
experience sex and love as the opposite sex and gender,
which is so much closer in his psyche.
In addition, let us allow that there are
innate state causes them to be truly and mostly same sex oriented.
They too belong to the 7th position.
Reversal caused by Shock
In the 7th position, the male-female flows,
being closer to balance,
are also more easily inverted from shock to the psychic system.
Thus a male bodied X-Over who is flowing
from male-to-female palengentically
might have his flow inverted by shock, so that internally
he now feels as if he is female-flowing-toward-maleness,
which can raise images of man-on-man sex.
This may be felt as both intriguing, or
It may be felt as a hot flush, powerful and desirable
or compulsively controlling
as if one were the slave to the
Inverted and Fallen Lucifer.
The Godhead is FIRE, and the Generative
Energy is Fire.
Its magnetic attraction or repulsion
depends on whether Its flow is reversed or not.
I have noticed that there is often a
feeling of sadness that triggers INVERSION,
and then a thick warm energy flow. One may feel compulsively drawn
to look into the inverted feelings, like the compulsion to look over a
from a great height, drawn to falling.
But as one gets wise to this mechanism, he
can re-invert the flow as it happens,
and then later, remove the original shock to the psyche, using tech
pointless is it to resist and deny, or suppress, because an energetic flow
will persist when driven underground
and only create more addictive and compulsive behavior.
Energy is energy, neither good nor bad, but
a force to be harnessed.
One wishes to awaken from deterministic
to Choice, Will, and Regeneration
Inversion of Forces at the Throat
According to some schools there is a natural flow of psychic energies
from the lower chakras of personality, toward the "higher" centers
above the heart, which are impersonal.
This is an evolutionary flow, which
eventuates in a birth into
a higher (transgendered or non-gendered) consciousness,
wherein memory of one's Original Androgynous Self
accompanied by the creation of a new vehicle called the Solar Body.
The energy is a neutral force,
accomplishing what is needed for growth
at each stage, but if it carries up qualities that belong to life
in a "lower" personality and biology oriented center, then
these inappropriate qualities (riders on the carrier wave)
must be filtered out.
The Throat Center is the great filter. Here
is what Vitvan has said:
The Force in the solar
center is characterized by getting. The force in the heart center is
characterized by giving, a compulsion urge to give. You don't stop
to think about whether you get anything back, or get anything for
it; your whole reward then is when it is received. That force in the
heart center must pour itself out like a fountain; and don't stop
the fountain from flowing because that has disastrous consequences
called repressions and substituted compensatory outlets. Open the
heart center, let the fountain loose and let it flow and flow and
flow; you will find that you are bathed in something that is a joy
song in you. It just sings and sings when you let the love nature
flow; you don't want a thing, just to keep on flowing.
Now, let us carry the ida-pingala currents on up. This is the
pharyngeal center. Very little is said about it--for a reason. In
all the original or occidental literature you read about this
center, the pharyngeal center, you will see that they are almost
silent; nothing is said. The Orientals have a Sanskrit word for it,
laya, meaning "still." You don't notice its activity. Let me tell
you again briefly and frankly why there is so much silence in any
description about the force in the throat center. If the guna
quality of the ida-pingala currents in the generative center is not
purified and that force is brought up around the central axis of the
psychic nature, a reversal of polarity takes place and creates all
sorts of perversions. You hear a great deal and you are going to
hear a great deal more about homosexuality and lesbian influences.
It is rampant. It is going to be published more openly in the future
because there are certain places that are becoming obsessed with all
sorts of perversions.
Perversion begins with the unpurified gunas brought up together with
the ida-pingala currents. That is why there is so much silence about
the force brought through the pharyngeal center. The unpurified
qualities loaded onto the currents cannot be carried above the
pharyngeal center because the moment that any unpurified quality in
the psychic nature hits the fire every unpurified element in the
whole psychic nature is incinerated; we are purified in the fire.
That fire is the axe that is laid at the root of every tree not
planted by my Father, not belonging to the natural order. Anyone who
can bring his forces up to what we call the head center has a pure,
uncontaminated influence, frequency vibration; the fire has purified
This inversion may well
be encoded in the Hanged Man card:
The Hanged Man is no stranger to feeling
energies in his head centers.
Lost in contemplative thought, his energies
naturally move there.
But if he is an Old soul in a young body,
only now becoming
familiar with his capabilities, and moving indiscriminately
thru the cloudy waters of the race psyche,
exploring sensation and intoxication,
then his uprising Kundalini currents, which
will rise further than the ordinary man,
will carry up egoic energies from the lower centers to this Throat Center.
These egoic energies cannot pass the Throat
& will be bounced back
causing a polarity reversal of those flows in his psyche.
An INVERSION, which leads to Introversion.
Intoxication can bring revelation by
bypassing the cortex and its ego-driven view,
but intoxication comes from the root TOXIN, or poison,
as well recognized by the ancients.
If INVERSION causes
unwanted psychic images, one may also then
try and use intoxication to blot out these images and keep them
buried in the psyche.
In the ordinary man, this technique may well be applied
throughout all of his life,
though he will remain a reduced creature
In the Old soul however, his Basic State
demands that the
currents arise, and that all repressed images and energy
not Natural Order and germane to his state
must be flushed out and expurgated.
For when the Christos child awakens within,
& the Trinity Note of Shin sounds the Trumpet
it is the Day of Judgment
and all the hidden ghosts in the psyche shall be called forth
and weighed in the Scales.
Only That which is Essential shall remain.
Important New Understanding (2015)
When the initiates eyes are opened with the
entheogenic wine or Shew Bread
it is seen we are not separate from the body of the Mother
but always are an expression of Her, knowing Itself. We, our persona,
is an artifact of that Gnosis.
Initially this can be experienced as NO Free Will, being a puppet
to instinctual forces of the Genetrix, being a "slave" to a Will which
dominates us. This is a true revelation as to How It Is.
But the shock to the little ego-self feels like being dominated by The
Thus in the Mysteries the theme was the Rape of Persephone by
"underworld" forces (personified as Hades)
Feeling "raped" by superior force which has Its way with us is
shocking at first and we resist surrendering to it.
A male gendered body may feel it as an homosexual rape,
which is both repellant, and yet fascinating. Thinking from a gendered
level we wonder if we are "gay" or "bi" or being taken over
by the "cock force" as slave, for we indeed are now in the receptive
and a Higher force pins us down.
These images will have to be worked through and decoded.
This may feel like the recovery of the feminine side of our being,
which is also appropriate, for the older soul has been both male and
through many lives, and as we approach our memory through the
repository of the Higher Akash Self, we must embrace both sexes in order
to re-enter the pre-gendered state of the Child Christos awaiting birth
Chi depletion and exhaustion
Intoxication by itself will exhaust and
But if it is also coupled with the unconscious urge
to keep down unwanted psychic materiel,
then one's energies are divided and lost
in fighting against one's own self.
The Solution for one who is awakening and
on the Path
due to his Basic State
is to co-operate with the Purificatory Process
and his Catharsis.
He must face and call forth the hidden before
it binds him any further.
THE PROCESS IS NATURAL
AND SHOULD NOT BE STOPPED,
or the incarnation would be lost.
HE MIGHT AS WELL CO-OPERATE
in what will only prove to be
HIS OWN FULFILLMENT AND REMEMBERING OF
HIS TRUE SELF