For Victor
 
 
Vision for Victor

I asked permission from Victor's Higher Self for him to come to my sacred sanctuary for his healing on any level necessary, his spiritual upliftment, and his intellectual curiosity.

When he appeared under the evergreen tree with light streaming down from above, he was wearing a simple, long dark blue gown with long bell sleeves. He looked like a wizard! I was wearing a simple apple green gown. We hugged and I took Victor's hand. He looked around at the beautiful landscape ~ sunlit woods, lots of spongy, warm moss underfoot, a snow capped peak in the near distance, and my pool of water nearby with the three sacred trees just above it: hazel, oak, and willow. It was sunny and also very windy, with a feeling of expectancy in the air...We began to walk towards the pool of water when grids of light came shooting down from above all around us. The grids of light began to multiply just in front of us, until they formed a tunnel for us to walk through.

 We ducked and went in...I could put my finger through the sides of the tunnel, but we ducked anyway...When we came out, we were right beside the water. We knelt and once again, I asked for Victor's healing and upliftment. A large dome had formed over the water from the grid patterns. From each crossing a beam of light shot down onto the surface of the water and formed mandalic designs. Victor waded into the water and one of the designs moved up onto his chest, spreading out over him. He laid back to float and the design sunk into him, spreading throughout his body until it completely disappeared inside. The mandalas on the water moved up and out to the surface of the large grid dome over Victor. Light moved outward from them, forming another grid dome, upon which new mandalas formed, light moving out of them to create a new, larger dome, ad infinitum. I saw a butterfly light on the outside of the dome, at a crossing, and the entire dome, including all the mandalas, and Victor experienced a gentle, but definite vibration as a result. Then a white dove landed on another crossing and the same thing happened. I noticed that the domes of light were becoming so large that after a certain point, Victor was becoming so small that I could barely see him. At some point in the process, he raised up and floated with arms and legs outstretched while the dome slowly rose up out of the water, revealing it as a large sphere of light. Finally, Victor grew larger, and when I could see him better, I saw that he was sending light out of his fingers and toes. With this light, which was shooting from him and out of the sphere, he was causing the grass and trees to ripple, as if being blown by the wind. I had the distinct feeling that his is a power of manifestation, of the ability to shift energy, moving it around as he pleases. It is no coincidence that I recognized him as a wizard in the beginning!

The sphere rose up high and light came down from above in twisted, thick strands, moving down around Victor's globe, collecting underneath it and shooting down and out from that point into the water. Eventually, I could see that Victor had sat down on the bottom of the sphere, with legs crossed, Buddha-like. He looked like he was in meditation. The sphere gently dropped down to the water and everything disappeared while Victor floated again on the surface. After a little while, he came out and we knelt and gave thanks to Victor's Higher Self. I asked for any other images to appear on the surface of the water. I saw a big circle filled with the mandalic designs. Light shot out of them, turning the circle into a bright sphere with the designs all over it. There was a seed of glowing light in the center. Light shot out of this seed, connecting with the centers of all the mandalas. It was beautiful. Victor and I hugged, walked back to the tree, he stood under it, and disappeared slowly, smiling.

For some reason, this vision made me feel very lethargic. I took a nap right afterwards, and in a dream, where I was partly conscious, I saw the mandalic images in great detail, growing more and more intricate. I saw a very interesting bird-like image, for example, that looked almost Aztec in style. Also, there were mandalas that had the look of snowflakes. Love, Julia May 1, 2003


The design in each of the little circles is an ancient Goddess symbol. The snakes have bird's heads...also Goddess imagery. The waviness of the snakes, for me, represent Water....and the snakes themselves represent Earth...and the bird's heads represent Air...There are snake shapes in between each pair of snakes with bird's heads...and they will each have the diamond design and they will be bright red ~ Fire.

And I was saving the best for last ~ it occurred to me, and it amazed me simultaneously, that the red of those inner snakes represent menstrual blood, while the white of the bird's head snakes represents semen. Feminine/masculine.....polarity.....manifestation.....The diamond shapes on the red snakes are like yonis, while the crosses in the little circles are like crossing and fixing/fertilization...also a symbol for manifestation on this Earth plane.